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i'm trying to find myself as a person,
sometimes that's not easy to do.
millions of people live their entire lives
without finding themselves.
but it is something I must do.
- marilyn monroe

my name is amber.
i'm in my junior college,
and cannot believe how fast
life goes. i am trying to keep up.

i love to learn new things,
things that make me laugh,
and having fun.
i love cupcakes, sunshine,
and cute animals.
i try to always love life.

that's it. enjoy.

sleepy baby. so sleepy he slipped off my shoulder.
(last picture, but hes so cute)

sleepy baby. so sleepy he slipped off my shoulder.

(last picture, but hes so cute)

 ah, its a bear!

 ah, its a bear!

 smile, you little monster. hes been attacking me most of his waking hours (hour).

 smile, you little monster. hes been attacking me most of his waking hours (hour).

its caturday at the crosbys with auntie ambeee.
too bad, hes a crazed kittie.

its caturday at the crosbys with auntie ambeee.

too bad, hes a crazed kittie.

look mom - im almost a nurse!

look mom - im almost a nurse!

mystery solved!

as it turns out, these two restaurants are related - the owners are childhood best friends. because of this, their websites and menus are almost identical. i discovered this some time ago, but found no connection between the two on the internet. so, i asked tonight while dining at the italian pantry bistro.

and ah ha! now i know. although way less dramatic than a conspiracy…

today was the most funniest day ever!
—  6 year old, on free swim day at the pool
RIP the little baby bunny i accidentally ran over.
:(

RIP the little baby bunny i accidentally ran over.

:(

this weekend = success

let’s see…

saturday, i saw bridesmaids with rose, nick, and my aunt. it was hi-larious. so good. im glad we went. too bad boyfriend didnt go. then after getting coffee, we went back to the house. i had to get ready for the graduation parties. we hit up two that night. so much fun. it was nice to see old friends.

on sunday, boyfriend was at a yankees game. womp womp. so i got bagels with rose and nick, and headed up to the lake. it wasnt a great day. but it was nice to hang out with rosie.. despite a longgg serious family convo. oh well. rose and i worked off the bad energy with kayaking. i didnt stay over. i went home. and lucky for me, it was an epic night of bravo. there was the oc housewives reunion, a new nj housewives episodes, followed by a watch what happens with jenny and jeff lewis. fantastic.

today was pretty anticlimactic. basically, my day consisted of kaplan. even though i have so much to do! but day after day, i find myself neglecting any and all things i have to get accomplished. one day, i will get my act together. if only, i had a sense of urgency.

maybe tomorrow…

mah girl jesse is on the radio

love summertimeee. and driving with the windows down. even if its 100 degrees B)

happy best friends day!

happy best friends day!

insect assassin

also, i killed a fly tonight. with my bare hands. yes, its slightly gross, i know, but incredibly impressive. flies are so fast. obviously, i am quicker.

  • amber: its a nice day today
  • boyfriend: its always a nice day with you
worst dream nightmare ever: i accidentally cut off my hair. and no joke, i woke up scared. though all i can say is over my dead body. i just cannot wait for my hair to grow longgg again.

worst dream nightmare ever: i accidentally cut off my hair. and no joke, i woke up scared. though all i can say is over my dead body. i just cannot wait for my hair to grow longgg again.